Sunday, September 10, 2006

Story


Tonight at community group we talked about stories. I felt like this was perfect for me at this time in my life...

I think I talked about it in my last post (heck it was almost 1 in the morning, I can't remember!) that I hate not knowing where I am going in life. I hate not knowing how my story is going to end. I feel so out of control of my life in such situations, and anyone that knows me knows that I am very picky with how everything gets done, I am very strategic. But one thing I thought about tonight was the thought that my life will not be a cliff hanger. No matter where I go, or what I do, my life still has a sense of direction and even though I might not know the end of it all and where I will be in another 2 years or so, my life is still a beautiful story.

Even though I am scared of the dark and I currently find myself in the midst of a dark tunnel I threw my whole self into, I know there is light at the end of it... maybe if I am lucky, that light might be a beautiful Idaho sunrise I can embrace as I enter new chapter of my life story.

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